Earthquake hits Haiti....

Everyone deals with pain in different ways. Some ppl drink, smoke, pop pills, etc. Myself, on the other hand. I don't think about it, does not mean I don't care. I push the problem or situation to the back of my head and deal with it when I am comfortable. I do this because I don’t want to feel hurt. I don’t want to cry. I don’t want to feel helpless. I have come across pictures on the internet that literally made me stop breathing for a minute. I can not imagine half the pain they are going through over there. All I can do is hope, and pray that things will get better. A close friend of mines, Who I adore and love so much, is hurting right now. She has yet to get in contact with her family. I wish I can tell her everything is going to be alright. But I can’t. I can’t tell her I know how she’s feeling. Because I don’t. My heart hurts. My eyes are bloodshot red filled with tears. My body shakes. All I want do is open my arms and hug and pray with everyone. Money can’t replace all the lives lost. I’d love to post pictures but I can’t bring myself to click on another photo and see children as young as 1 being put on the back of a truck. So take some time out. Pray, cry, and release all your emotions..because I know I will…

I'm in love already..

OK. So today I ordered an 88 eye shadow palette from [costalscents.com] I can not wait to get it! I'm already thinking about color combinations and how much fun I'm going to have trying them all out. I also ordered a defining eye brush, 2 pairs of lashes, eye shadow brush, a powder brush(which I'm going to use to apply my liquid foundation), and a set of roll on glitter eye shadow? I think. From [eyeslipsface.com] I’ll post pics up when I receive them.
Yesterday I went to Rite Aid and like always, they had a sale. Buy one get one free for some of the make up lines. I picked up"Revlons Color Stay in "Caramel" and for my free item I got their "mineral Blush in "Petal". Excited because finally I found a foundation that matches my skin tone, I went home and tried it on. I don't know if it was because of what I used to apply the foundation, but I did NOT like the way it looked. So I washed my face and tried again. This time, my face started burning. Maybe it was because I tried out a new primer [Avon Magix face perfector]. I am going to return it and buy the "HD foundation" also by Revlon. Supposedly, it gives you that "high definition" look. Plus I've hear heard good reviews about it on YouTube. Once I have everything, I’ll make sure to post lots of pics!



Oh. P.S. the pic on the right, is the look i did for new yrs. gold in the corner of the lid and pink outer lid. I used a dark brown to darken the crease. All the shadows are from my Loreal HIP duo combo On my lips. I used blistex as a primer and a lip gloss i bought from MAC. It doesn't have a name. Just "PRRR A29"

How should i start this...

It's after 6 in the morning and i'm still up. Nothing new. I seem to only fall asleep when the sun rises. While laying in bed i started thinking about my life..and why i have yet to get my ish together. When i hit 17..i gave myself 3 yrs to have everything on point by the time I hit 20. 20 is odd right? Wanted to be set before 21..so by 21 i can live my life..because that's when you're really legal. Anywho..i just turned 20 on 12/15..ask me what have i done..NOTHING.